Wednesday, September 09, 2009
i've been thinking...thinking and thinking...never once had i stop thinking...okay, u can name it day-dreaming, whatever it is...
why should i really care and love someone who obviously deserve nth? look at that...a person who accompany you for lunch...how will u view this person? is it care, pure irritant or what. a person who care so much abt you, is there a 'thank you' from u? she doesnt need all these...she dun yearn for things which u thought she's after. and you, can for no reason scold her, throw food right at her, use vulgarities on her and you expect her to be strong, not cry, swallow everything and pretend nth ever happened? no way! she cannot, she will never be able to take it as if nth happen... does she do that to you? ask urself again. when did vulgarities leave her mouth? -> only when she can no longer tolerate ur nonsence. when did she ever throw boiling food right into your face? -> nv once! and when u cried hard, she could only hold onto you because it pains her heart to see you cry.
how much have you done for the person u said you love? you hurt her so deeply, do u know? the most at the end of the day, you said a sorry. but what abt the tears...isnt her tears precious? why must u hurt someone so badly and then u realise u got to apologise? why cant u make it into a situation in which no apology is needed, both of you are happy?
well, 'nuff said... those who really understand will know who im talking abt...not important anyway.
10:16 PM
