Saturday, September 12, 2009
i had a bad cry last night. i feel so terrible. and the sudden shouting and venting thru the phone. lots of thanks to mabel who listen, advice and kind-of console me. i feel so helpless because i wasnt at fault. i feel so terrible being maligned. i was just speaking the fact abt how he treats me. but...well, anyway after that he apologized. which means i manage to talk to him nicely. he said he'll do self-reflection but i wonder when will that be lah.
at least he apologize. though he doesn't know how hard i cried because of his words. it's okay because i just want him to change his character.
went to SIM to pay the school fees in the morning. manage to make my mum go down together if not my dad will be riding his bike there. i dun like the idea because wearing helmets will make my scalp itchy. and so got car sit who dun wan. ben dan!
nth much to do. maybe read some novels and go back to sleeping. my boyfriend will be busy.
1:26 PM
