Tuesday, June 09, 2009
i've decided to remove the past few post. because i cant blame anyone. i chose to stay, i chose him. blame it on me myself for making the wrong choices, giving up my 3 yrs plus relationship. but what's done is done.
i tell myself to tolerate. to tolerate his scolding, his everything.
till one day when everything can no longer be kept...
on a lighter note, i went to extract my last tooth. was so deep, i bleed so much. created a scene there. i hate the dentist at jb area. my bf scolded me there because it hurts so much tt i kept crying when the dentist wanted to extract it. the ' ma bi zhen' dun seems so work on me. at first he injected 2 needles, but upon seeing tt it doesnt help, he injected another needle. the swelling up was terrible but i could feel the pain. after the dentist extract my tooth, i continued crying cause was so hurt tt my bf scolded me there when i was so much in pain. the so call assistant have to hold on to me. continuous bleeding for 2 to 3 hrs and then lil lil blood till now...from fri till now. so many days. i miss eating good food....
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