Wednesday, November 05, 2008
sometimes i just get so fed up when my bro just dun bother and contribute much to this family. just take for example...earning like near to a thousand for his ns every month. he neither give my parents money nor pay for his phone bills which always cost like 60 to 70 per month. whenever he comes back from ns, he'll sit in front of the computer, play and play non-stop...else is crunchyrolling non-stop. other than that, he'll go out with his friends or stay over at his gf's place.
just as i made a slight mistake with my dad's compensation objection thingy...and they blames it entirely on me. because every single thing was done by me...they felt tt i should be held responsible. yet the prob is...it's unfair. everyone makes mistake. but i did try my best and i said ' i thought' ...
and i started to fight back...
and my dad said: 'look at ur bro, when he come home, he'll hide in his room, when i come home from work, he's out with friends/gf. the next day when i left for work, he's not even home yet. i wan to say one sentence to him also difficult. how to ask him to help me. '
and after being together with his gf, he's become very stingy.
i dunno what he's spending on. but once he complain tt his ns pay is not enough for him to spend. hello...1 thousand leh. not 1 hundred. what are u spending on?
planning a trip to aust and genting. and so this give u the reason not to pay for ur hp bills? and not bothering abt the financial difficulties in our family? because of this fucking bad crisis...i hav to worry tt dad might be getting retrench because his salary is considered high in the co. and so i took up 2 students... just wry-ing tt anything bad might happen and life will be so difficult...because we are too used to this lifestyle. yet ... i thought u will be much more matured...
guess i was wrong all along. because in ur life only ur gf n ur friends exist. this hse seems more like a hotel to u, right?
11:35 PM
