Wednesday, September 03, 2008
im back from chalet and staying over at baby's uncle house.
first day of the chalet was okay. until night time i dun feel very well after coming back from old changi hospital. guess was too tired. the night before i was one the phone with baby till 1+ am and i woke up at 6.50am to meet him. afterwhich bbq-ing makes me feel unwell!
second night met up with his friends and hang ard drinking. at first i didnt drink anything. as in im only drinking hot barley and warm water. den one of his friend's gf came and make me drink heineken. no choice cause she poured away my cup of warm water. it's not because i dun wan to drink but because i know my body isnt feeling very good. but i didnt tell them, so im forced to drink. i feel a lil drunk though not as bad as the last time i drank.
i dun enjoy feeling drunk. the feeling is sth which i dunno how to describe. just not very comfortable. the head will be spinning like hell. but last night still ok la. after meeting his friend, we cabbed back home. thruout the journey i was very very angry with him. i ask him not to kiss me not to talk to me. he smoke too much. tt's the reason. not tt im unreasonable.
it's bleeding like fuck but it's not period. like AGAIN!
shall end here. meeting fiona tml for shopping. =)
11:53 PM
