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Monday, August 25, 2008


i...really dunno what is wrong! i dun dare to consult a doctor. who isnt afraid of dying? who isnt afraid of facing the reality? but who can i turn to if i really have problem?

i blogged in opendiary. one of the readers said bleeding during urination could means tt i have UTI. what exactly is that?

A urinary tract infection (UTI) is a bacterial infection that affects any part of the urinary tract. Although urine contains a variety of fluids, salts, and waste products, it usually does not have bacteria in it.[1] When bacteria get into the bladder or kidney and multiply in the urine, they cause a UTI. The most common type of UTI is a bladder infection which is also often called cystitis. Another kind of UTI is a kidney infection, known as pyelonephritis, and is much more serious. Although they cause discomfort, urinary tract infections can usually be quickly and easily treated when the patient sees a doctor promptly.

In medicine, hematuria (or "haematuria") is the presence of red blood cells (erythrocytes) in the urine. It can be a sign that there is a kidney stone or a tumor in the ureter, urinary bladder, prostate, or urethra. kidneys and the urinary tract, ranging from trivial to lethal. If white blood cells are found in addition to red blood cells, then it is a signal of urinary tract infection.

i know. i knew all abt the stone thing! when my aunt gradually massage my feet, she did warn me abt kidney stone. not sth i want. not something i can face up to. who should i look for? my parents? highly impossible. why would i say so?

from young, i dun confide in them. i confide in myself. i trust only myself. only i know the secrets of my own life. my parents arent understanding. they dunno abt anything. their best achievements is scolding us! whatever thing tt happens, it's always the 'wrong-doings' in us.

although im attached, i dun really lik to confide in my boyfriend. this will only make him worry. and him pushing me to visit the doctor. like i said, i cant face the reality. consulting a doc will means that i have to listen to what the doctor will say. meaning to face what is wrong with my body!

没有一个正常人会了解一个病人最怕的是什么!知道了又怎样?可以怎样?哭吗? 自杀吗?害怕是什么,你们知道吗?当你不知道你应该做哪个选择,你会怎样?不知道明天是生是死!不知道要怎样面对!我宁愿什么都不知道!就这样开开心心的过!

不了解!谁都不会了解!

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