Wednesday, July 02, 2008
it's all my fault. im sorry i hurt u over and over again. i dun mean to but i really have to. i know it's better to be true but i cant say the reason. because i fell for another guy, i call myself a bitch. i know all along u were loyal to me. but i really dunno why i choose to leave. i still love you. but i have to make a decision. between u and him. i have no choice. i hope u can forgive me.
we've been together for 3 yrs. i know all along u rely too much on me. even till now u still will call me and sms me. it's really my fault. i know it's too late to apologise. wo zhen de hen dui bu qi ni.
thanks for still allowing me to use the phone the line. thanks for allowing me to put my things in ur room. intact. i really dunno what's wrong with me. maybe till one day when i finally wake up, i'll go back. i promise.
dun feel very well.
time to sleep.
10:17 PM