Sunday, July 06, 2008
everyone said it's my fault. yes, it's my fault. everything is my fault. if i didnt choose to leave, things wouldnt be that bad.
love. what is love? who can understand what is love. none. who can understand me? none too.
who can i talk to when im lonely. none.
nonetheless i have a shoulder to cry on. and it's my new baby. even how hard my parents dun allow us to be together, im willing to take leave to accompany him, he's willing to wake up early to meet me. i love him for who he is. he love me for who i am.
i know 3 yrs is hard. because i sucks. i always think of myself. i didnt think of how hurt he will be. because im selfish.
i hurt him too much that i do not dare to face him. not even shed a tear in front of him.
love. what is love. define love.
just a four letter word. what's so difficult. it's complicated.
i just need a listening ear. but i really dunno who can stand in my shoes and think. yet and again, it's NONE again.
5:02 PM
