Tuesday, June 03, 2008
i simply dunno. is there a need to get the mobile number? as in chatting in msn and replying messages in tag is not enough? sorry, im only willing to give ppl my no. if i think i know the person well, and the person will not disturb me.
trying again and again doesnt mean i'll give up and give u the no. i dun have so many free time to sms and i hate to sms. because my fingers will be very tiring.
anyway we wasnt on a very good term. meaning, we quarrel almost everyday. except in front of his friend. i dunno why but sometimes i just cant help but feel that he's been neglecting me. he dun call me as often but he expect me to call him. but i just don't want. it's either he will ask me to wait or he will sound pek chek thru the phone. what's the point of calling right?
i've been asking him to quit smoking. 3 yrs already. for 3 yrs, he ignored my advise. he scolded me whenever i ask him to quit smoking. he ask me to mind my own business. im too tired to talk to him abt it.
i really really feel like ending this relationship. the fact is im tired and my feelings have changed. not because of other guys entering my life but im just mainly tired from being with him. because he was too da nan ren. he expect me to follow his instruction. want means want. no means no. i not someone who does that.
somehow i might leave silently. i know i shouldnt do that but tt's the only way to end it all.
maths paper was okay today. abit tough. it always happen when there's a bunch of dragon kids taking the paper.
或许彼此不懂得爱，也可能不懂得珍惜。可能没曾失去我，你懂得珍惜。我希望你能找到你的幸福。我不可能陪伴着你过你的一生因为我们都有自己的性格。不能互相忍让。对不起，害你浪费了三年。
我会好好过。
7:33 PM
