Friday, June 06, 2008
i dunno whether i should b feeling happy or sad. but i really have to thank him for telling me the truth after 3 years or nearly three years.
you told me how much u hate me. (u r the first boyfriend who said that to me)
you told me whether we are married or not does not make a difference (thanks for tarnishing my dreams)
you said im as stupid as a pig (thanks for saying im a pig, at least i gain some respect by malays)
and i told you : 'let's break'
thru out all these 3 yrs, thanks for spending so much of your time on me. im sorry for bringing u such a burden.
and it's only after 3 yrs that i realise a friend that know u less than 6 months is closer to you than me. u prefer to speak to him, u prefer to meet him, u prefer to spent ur weekends with him, u rather meet me lesser and accompany him.
all the while i was wrong. out of so many i choose u because i thought u are someone faithful. i thought i can entrust my entire life to you. yet im wrong. i was wrong. all along. im stupid such a dumb ass.
i guess it's time i continue my own life. without you, it'll definately be better.
9:27 PM
