Thursday, June 19, 2008
i dun care who says it's temporary or what. all i know is i've fallen for him.
ytd he text me and ask if we could meet up after his work. but since my bf is driving, he'll definately send me home, so cannot go and find him. so i called him up immediately when i reach home telling him tt im already home and i wun be going down.
at 10pm, after he close the salon, he came over to the block opposite mine, and den he ask me which floor im staying at. just to catch a glimpse of me.
i went back to re-do my hair. because i wasnt really satisfied. after re-doing, since his boss is ard, i went off first. after like 5 mins he called me and ask if im hungry and if i wan any stuff. he lied saying tt he's waiting for bus, fact is he's at the blk opposite mine. and he even took the effort of climbing to 11th storey and den move on to another 'column' just to get a better view.
i like the way he disturb my hair and call me 'sha gua'
i like the way he play with my ears.
i like the way he cover me with the salon so called 'blanket' when i was sleeping at the hair washing zone.
i like the way he stammered when he tries to speak his heart.
but i dun like him getting upset because he knew there's no chance.
i wanted to give him hope, but yet i dun have the courage to walk out of my current relationship.
sometimes i want to hold onto him to tell him; actually i like u too.
sometimes his smile is so dashing tt i feel like giving him a peck on the cheek.
yet we both knew 'shi bu ke neng de'
i have to really thank him for liking me. thanks him for pampering me so much. thank him for all the things he's done so far.
he even know tt loving me will bring pain to himself, but yet he can still unconditionally care and love me. a guy who's willing to walk all the way to lakeside mrt station just because he wants to chat with me (cause in the bus, its kinda noisy). a guy who blames only himself when im tired cause we were both chatting together till wee hours. a guy who confess tt it breaks his heart to see me sleep in the salon.
i just keep thinking of him. but i know there's no more excuse for me to go back to the salon.
我不会辜负你对我的爱，因为在那时刻我也已经渐渐的爱上了你。
11:39 PM
