Monday, May 26, 2008
sometimes it just sadden me to think that afterall, it's just a piece of shit. yes, i choose this path myself and to make it so small that so far i only contact 2 of them.
all along, i nv like some. up till now i still dislike her. no matter how hard i tried to convince myself, i just hate her f'attitude. and i guess till now, the reason why im skipping graduation is also because of her.
as much as i want to cherish the ppl ard me, some just makes me feel like treating them as invisible. yet i knew some friends are worth knwing. ppl like collen.
i went to malaysia last night with my boyfriend, dax and tapioca. haha. actually 4 ppl squeezing in one car is better than separating. dun ask me why, guess it's because more things to talk abt. and den after tt headed back to spore. at first dax sent my bf and tapioca back and den i was like so shocked. 'what abt me!' lol. cause dax stay near my area but it just feel so weird for him to send me hm w/o bf. so end up tapioca got to make a trip to send me back. thanks thanks.
somehow i really feel like getting married. but im afraid we might be separated. maybe i think too much but the feeling of getting married excites me. and im already thinking of who to become my bridemaid. isnt it crazy.
okay shal end here. it's a crazy post.
10:53 PM