Sunday, May 11, 2008
i wasnt really in the mood for anything.
im very tired. tired of this r/s. dun ask me why. i've tried my best to forgive and forget but i dun have such a big heart. i dun have a big heart to swallow everything down and then take it as if nth happen.
i can give up everything for u, but what have u given up for me? u like to smoke, u like to lie. u like to use vulgarities on me making me feel as if im really so useless. i always thought that by ignoring what u say, taking it as some sing-a-long, i'll feel much better. but im wrong.
u scolded me for things which i didnt do, u scolded me for things tt wasnt done by me, u treated as if im totally invisible.
i find it pointless to stay. im really getting tired of everything. even getting tired of seeing ur parents. i dun like the lifestyle they lead. or maybe im too used to my parents' lifestyle. to work and spend their own money instead of expecting their child to pay for all their expenses. maybe different ppl different thinking.
i dun deny my feelings do change by a lil.
i told u i hate liars. how many times have i forgiven u? count it urself.
im confused. very very confused.
10:25 PM
