Wednesday, May 28, 2008
i know i should be studying now but...somehow i just cant do it. pretty scared of econs paper because ting said that 46 marks is a killer marks. meaning that we will nv know how to do. he just use that to entertain uni of london. but don't u think it's a lil too much?
i do miss poly life. i miss so many lecturers there. miss mlt8. miss some of my poly friends. but i know life still goes on. no matter what, we should cherish what we have. yea, im cherishing. lol.
i dun like staying at home. really dun like. because i dun like the way my parents control my life. i feel so suffocated in this house. i cant go out because my father will keep qns-ing me, he'll say a lot of stuff and he will ask me to wake up early ask me to help him with this and that. not tt i dun wanna help, it's because i dunno how he do stuff, so my way of doing may not be up to his liking. but nevertheless, no one can control me, if i say i wanna go out, means i want. no stopping else i'll bang and throw whatever i have. hahaha. im this bad-tempered. i've change alot by the way.
im seriously trying to lose weight. but how??? i dunno. so many days of idling at home. i didnt exercise at all. i feel so fat.
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