Friday, May 23, 2008
i cannot stand it anymore. another day of staying at home is like hell. even if it means less than 24 hours.
and why the hell am i so stupid to got myself enrolled in SIM when i doesnt want to study, i dun like to study. and now im taking fruitless leave when i dun even feel like studying at home, and the thought of studying can make me lay still in bed, refusing to climb out.
parents nagging is also another thing i feel like escaping from. like who will like their parents to nag at them? but parents just dun realise this.
and now i got into deep trouble by falling for him.
how idiotic can life be?
how stupid can i be?
how brainless am i?
cam-whored a lot last night. but im just too lazy to upload the photos.
i've yet to make this blog public, meaning tt none of my close friends know abt the existence of it. because i yearn for privacy.
i need to get my fat butt down and study.
need to convince myself tt whatever results i get, i've put in 100% effort (im lying)
im depressed dr andrew toon! haha.
lesson tml as usual.
iras friends are holding a k-boxing session. but im not joining because im anti social. because i dun sing well, because i know i'll be bored......and the real reason for not going is because im having my period, so no cold drinks allowed. such a waste. and my boyfriend dun allow me to go. but i know if i insist, he cant say no too. i got the power!
depress la. thanks to dr andrew toon.
3:40 PM
