Sunday, March 16, 2008
well, i do not have to repeat again. but please, let the past be the past. just let it lay as it is. in the past, now, future, everything will still be the same.
i got really heaty nowadays. my ulcer lasted for freaking 7 days. my lower gum hurts like hell. there's ulcer near my tongue, there's ulcer at my throat. it causes pain whenever i eat. i cant bite my food freely, i have to bite it with care. like that, i think i'll rather swallow porridge. but still, i cant resist the temptation of dove amicelli lying helplessly on my study table.
i need herbal tea badly. and im washing my mouth with salt water. but the pain will only go away for awhile. just like 10mins only. after that, it'll haunt me again. drink water also pain. i cant eat biscuit. and the only thing i ate for lunch was plain gardenia bread.
sobs.
when will it heal???
2:00 PM