Wednesday, February 06, 2008
got quite abit upset. very irritated. unhappy. fucked up.
not in a good mood.
family matters. now i dun even know if my parents are going to malaysia tml. endless conflicts.
quarrel with my boyfriend. i get very irritated with him because these few days, he kept venting his fucking temper on me when i didnt do anything. ppl ard keeps looking at us. even my primary school friends. c'mon, ive been staying here for 15-16 years. u've already thrown my face, make everyone know how u fuckingly treat me.
my aunt is undergoing a minor operation today because of uterus. doctor suspect her uterus got prob. first is my younger aunt who got to remove the whole uterus. now is my elder aunt. it makes me fear even more. at a young age, diagnois with cysts. vagina somehow got infected. i dun even dare to imagine how my life will be. woman without uterus. must as well go be a man. i inherited most of the genes from my paternal side. so does tt also means i'll follow their path.
very happy go lucky kind. i've tried to put all these behind. yet, there's still a limit. limit to everything.
life's so fragile. if only he can treasure the time spent together. but right now, i know he cant be because there's more to this relationship.
(if you got what i mean, clever, if u dun't, i dun find it a need to explain)
9:13 AM
