Saturday, January 12, 2008
no matter how tired, no matter how unhappy i am. i think i've to blog this down. i dun wan anymore scars on my body.
i've sort it out, i've think it thru. because he told me, everyone will change. and so will his feeling for me. dun need to go indepth. i know what he means. cried as much as i've imagine. think as hard as i could.
sometimes i really dunno why im still alive in this world. somehow i feel very very worthless. i gets very tired of living. you can say im trying to escape from reality but the fact was im very tired. tired of my life, tired of everyone ard me. sometimes i just hope i can be knock down by a car and just end it right there. yet i always think of the consequences.
everyone doesnt like to be accused. but today i was accuse of sth. sth which was so untrue. i dun wan to talk abt it. but deep down it bothers me alot alot.
是你变了吗？还是因为在一起太久，感觉到腻了?
真想和你聊一聊天
很想看看你温柔的容颜
多想听你说自己并没有变
很想看我们从前的照片
多想和你再接近一点
你现在的心 是在靠在谁的身边
是你变了吗 我的影子笑我的人好傻
是你变了吗 我已经跟不上你的步伐
是你变了吗 对你的感觉应该停止吧
已经不明白你的想法
已经不再看见 你眼中的牵挂
真想和你聊一聊天
很想看看你温柔的容颜
努力说服自己你没有变
很想看我们从前的照片
多想和你再接近一点
你现在的他 是否真已从心所愿
是你变了吗 我的影子笑我的人好傻
是你变了吗 我已经跟不上你的步伐
是你变了吗 对你的感觉应该停止吧
已经不明白你的想法
已经不再看见 你眼中的牵挂
难道我必须假装开心吗？
12:12 AM
