Thursday, December 20, 2007
when i say things is not doing fine, it really isn't going fine. why wouldnt i let u hug me, kiss me. because i felt sth wrong with this relationship.
keeping it to myself, not telling u anything yet hinting u all the time.
how many times did u scold me today?
right in the morning before u even took a bath, after our breakfast, when we join ur mum n sis at giant, and when we were on our way to jurong point. everything was my fault okay. maybe if im willing to leave u once and for all, u wouldnt feel so miserable.
at night, for no reason u vent ur anger on me AGAIN. you left me deep in thoughts on whether i should continue this stupid relationship. i've thrown enough face together with u already. it's only when u admit that sth is wrong with us.
u claim there's generation gap between us. but how far can our age gap be? 30 years apart? mr, it's only 3 years. you want to give up this relationship, just go straight to the point.
since he said such thing, im not going to care abt this r/s. i'll seldom go over too. because im really really tired.
sometimes i wonder, why am i always the one getting scolded for nothing.
i dun wan to continue my studies anymore. earn my own money, spend my own money, rent my own house, and dun need to see anyone's face.
this is my life.
9:15 PM
