Wednesday, December 05, 2007
very very tired. who can actually feel such pain? who will know such pain? have a boyfriend like dun have boyfriend lidat.
we quarrel over his fucking friend terrence loo. he says his friend is more impt to him. whenever he's in trouble, this friend is always there for him. so that it mean im never there for him? im not going to care anymore. since whatever ive done is never recognise.
i asked him a very basic qns during dinner.
'are you working on friday?'
'of course la, why never work? you also never ask me to take leave'
'oh, ok.'
if everything have to be planned by me, den what's the point of being together?
my mother more power!
'eh, you go and order 1 cake for yourself can? i not free to go. '
'no heart one. aiya dun need to celebrate la. im just a nobody.'
my brother
'what present do you want for ur birthday?'
'anything la. buy what also can'
so everyone can jolly well guess who's the one who dotes on me the most. not my boyfriend, not my mother but my brother. yes only at this age den i realise my bro loves me alot. it's never too late ok.
i broke the necklace he bought for me during valentine. he said, the breaking of the necklace will means the end of this relationship.
HE SAID. so im taking it to heart.
he's always the one scolding me over the phone, always the one starting the quarrel but im always the one he blames and says that i start the quarrel.
since he thinks that terrence is such a good friend of his, den just dun bother me. if ur friend ever chance apon my blog, i want you to tell him that i've been in a relationship with his so-call best friend. best budd. the best in the world. the one he wun throw his temper on. okay? me as his fuck off girlfriend is jus a piece of shit. a person who dun care for him, a person who's never there for him. a person who sucks. ok?
anyway thanks collen for your early birthday gift. i love u loads too~
sometimes it's meant to let go.
10:28 PM
