Monday, November 19, 2007
i dun need people to sympathize me. i dun need people to tell me what to do. this is my blog. my say. either u read and shut up or u dun read at all. dun come and talk sense into me because I WUN LISTEN.
the reason for the creation of this blog is for me to rant, because in life, no one will bother abt how u rant, the most they entertain u by nodding their head. nth much. so since then, the creation of blog has been the one going thru all unhappy moments with me. im not hinting to anyone anything. this blog was suppose to be read by like less than 5 people i know. in fact 3 only. but somehow other friends found out and i find it worthless to change the url every now and then. if they read, den be it. whether they like what i wrote or they disagree with what i wrote, i dun care.
anyway i've decided to put this relationship away. because there were too many quarrels, misunderstanding and this have made me realise sth. - im too young to fall in love and im not the right girl for him. - i will not be a good wife of his in future because i can nv tolerate his temper. being his venting machine for the past 2 and a 1/2 months is enough.
however this does not mean that we will totally give it up. as in i really need a break from all these nonsense. wait till everything is much better than we'll think of the next step.
dun apologise. just take it as if im crazy. like how u always says i am. just take it that im not good girlfriend. go find someone u really like. i'll open up my choice because u arent the one for me. i should be the one apologising. all along, it's my fault for the outcome of this r/s. you've done nothing wrong. all along it's MY FAULT.
i dun need you. dun need anybody. i just want to be ALONE.
7:24 PM
