Saturday, October 27, 2007
yea, now i know why i hate all my flings. because they sucks to the core, because they are losers and because they are the worst creatures on earth.
im going to skip my 'better' flings. and jump straight to terrence loo weng meng, the fucking loser who fuck big time and sucks to the core. i dunno why i seriously cant let the matter rest. because u r so good at lying. haa. but dun forget, im clever too. serve you right that u are lready near to ur thirties but too bad. u cant get married because of ur gf. and i tell u, u cant be a good husband. u flirts ard, drink ard even with ur own good friend's fiancee and gf.
u did that just because ur gf is in taiwan. and stupid of me to believe that ur long distance r/s can last. i think betty is really stupid. stupid to know someone like you. who cheated her for dunno how many times. i wonder if i have enough fingers to count on the no. of times u cheat on her.
just because our 'fucking' relationship doesnt work out, just because i says i love ashraff, u decides to led him astray. introduce him to girls, bring him out for drink. call his hse no. etc etc. LOSER. u really are a loser. uncle, 30 yrs old liao, u still dunno how to think. u are far worse than me. for ur info im only 18 going 19. and u, old man, 30 yr old liao. please, think for ur own future. u think what? god always by ur side ar? u wait long long.
seriously i regretted being with u because in the past, in my heart, u r a man who's very sweet, a man who's very nice, a man whom i admired. up to now, in my heart, u are a loser, u are someone who what other guys call, a bastard!, a man whom i looked down on and never even wanna speak to. in my eyes u are also an animal fucker. think abt it urself.
and i would emphasise again....30 year old man!!! ppl ur age are matured enough to think abt their future, ppl ur age will treat brothers like BROTHERS and not mess with their gf or fiancee, PPL UR AGE HAVE ALREADY STOP DOING STUPID THINGS AND YOU!!!! HAHAHAHA....still a sore loser, a childish man, a RETARD AND WILL REMAIN AS A BASTARD THRU'OUT UR ENTRIE LIFE.
after finishing this entry, i felt so relieve. because this is what i wanna tell u. to tell u how sucks u r. i just wish u r no longer alive. i know im bad, but such fucker shouldnt even be alive.
my bf's bro, bro's gf, sis n mum will be flying to thailand at dunno what time. and den again, i'll be their 'maid' for the time-being.
met my bf for lunch. imagine having lunch at 2plus going 3. i was so hungry on my way t meet him. but then when i eat....i gets tired of chewing. because i relied entirely on the teeths on the left. and until dinner, when i really really cnt tolerate the pain of the ulcer...i decided to apply my last resort that is to...put salt over the ulcer. but then...i dun feel the pain, instead i feel the teeth ard there turns numb.
hopefully it will heal by tml.
accidentally cut my fingers. and now i know that playing with a penknife is no fun!!!! because we were snatching the penknife from each other, it just 'slashed' my fingers and den blood started oozing out profusely. i was shocked too. and den he tried to stop the blood by doing whatever he can. hahaha. but before he can place the plaster over the wounds, blood ooze out again. so funny la. hahaha.
ok ok, im a saddist.
i need to sleep.
12:16 AM
