Saturday, October 06, 2007
went to ECP today. bbq and stuff and then cut birthday cake. heex.
will not upload pics yet la. too tired le.
ants can really bite. next time im not going to let them off.
tired.
he was thinking of sth, and so am i.
i know i no longer belong to him. and im really stupid to believe every words from him. i'll try to keep him out of my mind meanwhile. even though it's not easy, i'll try, i'll try.
seriously wherever i go, it reminds me of him.
-idunnowhy-
i know by reading their testimonial, it will make me upset, yet i still read and read. whats the use? even if i read and get upset, i still wun be able to be with him. i admit whenever i read their testimonial i will feel very unhappy. so to cry buckets? im really too tired.
if only...we r still together.
if only we have not even started.
if only i dunno him totally.
it's complicated.
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