Friday, October 05, 2007
i went out with von, ching, sze, kelly and vernise to lavender for lunch and then had our chocolate fondue. yumilicious. i love it.
walked all the way to suntec city. hell, it reminds me of going out with him.
im not going to think anymore. because memories are hurting.
odians told me to move on with life. he's a past and we girls must have our backbone. and they told me why look back when i can look forward. true true true...
i was chatting with von last night. yes, i did treasure him in the past, but not as much as when we parted.
hell, it's going to be 1 year. last year, at this time, i was busy sms-ing with him. my life was filled with thrill and because we only got certain time whereby we can hang out together. sometimes even cancelling our dates last minute. we cling with each other since then. and one day without listening to his voice was a torture for me.
i know i have to move on with life. but he just cant seems to get out of my mind. time will heal all wounds. when will the day arrive?
i had a hard time falling asleep ytd. think of him thru'out the whole night. my sleep was filled with dreams. and i woke up early this morning. many ppl have been asking me abt my eyebags.
i guess i need to stop talking abt him.
9:43 PM
