Wednesday, October 31, 2007
i just feel like slapping everything that comes to my sight. the more i think, the more angry i gets. I DUN TRUST HIM ANYMORE!!!
fuck to those guys. i tell you, if this r/s is not going to turn out well, den im really gonna say GOODBYE TO ALL GUYS.
if guys can be trusted, the pigs can fly.
u know y i wanna say goodbye to all guys? because no guys can be trusted. i've trusted the wrong guy at the very beginning, make a very big mistk and now i realise i cant live without him. i cant live without him that's the reason why i cant just break up with him. no u ppl know the reason why whenever i announce break, i still get back to him.
now u know my reason.
there's 3 things i hate when my guy did. firstly is by looking at other girls boobs. secondly is by looking at other girls. and lastly is showing concern for other girls and paying lil attention to me.
the thought of it just irk me.
how many times hav u lied. i keep quiet. i try not to let it bother me. but god is fair. he lets me know everything. even when u got away with lying, the truth will surface. but when u are fucking caugh red handed, please admit.
i wan someone honest. not someone who lies n lies and thought that u can get over with it. u know, i can always do the same.
till now that ive decided to turn over a new leaf by nt two-timing, u just plain lucky. but if one day u happen to be unlucky, dun blame me. because one day when i decides to leave u, means i've tolerated ur nonsense. enough is enough. i've my limits. u can lie, but dun lie too much.
i've since decided to open up. and stop ignoring ppl in msn. because i know it's rude. fancy closing down their screen when they said hi.
it all happens because u started it first.
im sorry again.
thanks to ur mum n sis who got me a bag and t-shirt. i save on bag. =)
off to study for mst.
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10:40 PM
