Friday, October 05, 2007
i cant sleep despite many attempts.
and suddenly, i rummage thru the sms he sent me.
rmb he once told me, i can only love him and andy. and i made him promise that he'll love me and betty only.
he once said, 'i'll treasure your love for me'.
he once said, ' our r/s will nv be a one-sided love.'
i miss the way he force me to say, 'i love you' on the phone. i swear i've never even said that to my boyfriend. we always ended our conversation with 'love you' it's either he says or i says.
i miss the way he calls me darling...his sweet sweet darling and his sweet baby.
i miss calling him baby.
i miss the way he disturb me and wenlong and then getting jealous all over.
i miss the way he make it up to me for making me angry and pestering me not to get angry with him.
i miss his overseas calling and sms-ing.
i miss sms-ing with him in the night till one of us fall asleep.
i miss the time he tells me he dreamt of me.
i miss the time when he thinks abt me and let his mind wonder off just thinking abt me.
i miss the way he feel so happy abt meeting me the next day.
i miss the way he reads my blog and start scolding himself as ass-hole.
he promised to have a long r/s with me. no he said it himself.
baby i really miss you alot. i cant resist it. i dunno why u keep popping into my mind. it's been a terrible night for me.
if only i can turn back time...
2:09 AM
