Monday, September 17, 2007
ytd we skipped bernard's baby girl's full month celebration and went ahead to his brother-in-law's treat for dinner. thanks alot. went to my granny's place early in the morning. left there ard 3pm.
bought a dress at J'dab again.
ytd, he again tried to pick fault with me. every single thing i do, i was scolded by him. makes me so freaking tired. freaking pek chek. and so i decided to IGNORE him. but seriously, i really dunno what's wrong with him. maybe he finds other girls better than me, and he's trying to make me ditch him so he wun feel so guilty.
it just came across my mind tt maybe i should really dump him last night. but everytime when i was abt to give up, he just manage to make me change my mind.
and because of these nonsense, i just uncontrollably broke down. the tears that have accumulated for so long.
i thought i could handle it alone, i thought i could face it alone, but right now i knew i cant. but no one can help. like as if they bothers. haha.
my mind was a lil bit occupied by terrence. i thought a lil abt him. but i knew everything was in the past. no point bringing it back.
school's starting soon.
10:59 AM
