Saturday, September 29, 2007
sth is wrong....haha....no i mean my laptop. because i just cant freaking sign into msn. argh! shit. and there's a prob with my router!!! WHERE'S MY BROTHER?
just came back from breakfast with my parent. i got to do homework, csb and pack my files. seriously, im still on holiday mood.
next saturday got bbq at east coast park. i dread going there because im not a sporty person. i dunno how to cycle, how to blade. so my purpose of going there is to prepare food. u may think, hey this gal is so lousy, cant even cycle. yes, i dunno how to. because im not an outdoor girl.
i made a very very big mistk. im actually not broke for this month. is just tt i added another week for september. so von, remind me to return u the money for sl's present. and so i have spare cash for oct. hahaha. i think im the stupidest person on earth. it's until this morning when my mum gave me allowance for oct den i realise. if not, i'll still be thinking, hell, im damn broke. wahaha.
the dumbest thing u can do is to confess to me when u are already married and old. hahaha. no offences.
what is the thing occupying my mind is...cyst. actually im very very scared. im just afraid tt one day, it will turn into cancer. i dun wan to die of cancer, i dun wan anything painful. and still the same question lingers in my mind....why me? im nt searching for an ans, it's because only god knows. so what if i finally made the decision to remove the cyst, the right side will still get it. i've read the newspaper and they said tt there's an actress who's fighting with cancer. she has got ovarian cysts too and after removing she found out the other ovary has another cysts. argh!!! its making me confused. i missed many consultation. i should be visiting david now, but im scared of him....life is so meaningless...
grace from OD told me: your hormones. It is not regulating properly and normally and it is sort of ''haywire'' and it forms cysts over a long period of time
i dun doubt her words because she used to be a nurse in SGH and she's in oversea now being a nurse too.
alright, im off to do my stuff. bb.
10:29 AM
