Tuesday, September 11, 2007
some penny for my thought.
(if u find it offensive, just leave)
i was reading my friend's blog a few mins/secs ago. im not going to quote what she says, im just going to roughly says what she wrote.
it's quite true that at times, ppl thought we (owners of the blog) blog abt our daily life, blog abt our relationship etc is to gain attention. but i think such ppl are naive. really.
just take a look at this society. all the surroundings. look at ur own friends ( be it close or normal friends). how many ppl will actually listen to you rant, how many ppl can actually sit down with you and hear you complain. how many ppl will not get bored. how many ppl will gossip behind ur back. for me, i know who are gossipping, i can sense it. i know who are my true friends, i know who will cherish me. and i know for now on, i won't rant to any of my friends abt my relationship stuff. you know why....read on.
we create blogs because it's a place for us to rant, a place for us to record down our daily life, a place for us to keep our memories. only stupid and old fashion ppl will really pen (as in hold a pencil/pen and write down how they feels). ya, what my friend said is true, it's not like we purposely promote our blog. ppl read blogs through links. can we control?
like for my case, i only allow one of my friend to link my blog. and that is zh. (honoured hor). ppl go to blogsearch to look for other's blog. can we control?
c'mon, if u ppl want to read others' blog, than stop commenting that ppl are attention seeker. or should i just name u ppl as KPO. if you want to find out abt ppl's life and if you are unhappy with what they says just kindly click on the 'x'. what for comment on such thing.
there were times when i was feeling really really down. and blog is the only medicine that manage to make me feel better. even talking to friends, i feel awkward. because i know they are not true friends. more like acquaintance. ppl pretends that they understand me, but deep down, no one is able to do so. not even myself, let alone 'them'.
and because i've so many acquaintance...u will learn to realise that only a few of them is able to trace me down through msn. it's either i never reply or they simply cant find me. hahaha. get what i mean? go think.
relationship stuff is not what u ppl think it is. not easy to handle like what you ppl think it is...u think learning ABC ar. even the doctors also cant help those who fell out of love. c'mon, u think counsellor can help? if they can help, where got ppl commit suicide liao. hahaha. this is the time whereby friends will play an important role. she's lucky because she manage to have good friends around her. she manage to know friends who wun wear a mask. im so envy of her.
for me, i rather i handle everything myself. wait for friends = sky drop/ end of world.
ppl who actually give good comments...u know who u are. my OD pals. hee.
alright. i'll con't tml or maybe on thurs.
11:36 PM
