Sunday, September 02, 2007
because i gets so bored...it gives me the reason to blog the 2nd time for today.
im hungry right nw. but because i've brush my teeth, clean my face...i cant eat anything. mentos and toblerone lying on my table and im looking at it helplessly. maybe have a bite of toblerone and then pop a mentos to clean my teeth...??? good idea. haha. but hell no, i wanna lose weight.
i know i've to change. my attitude, my character, approximately my everything. i've tried. but i still goes back to square one. what's the use of keeping all the un-happiness inside my heart and not voicing it out. it's not like he will know what im thinking. i've tried to voice things out, but what i get in return was his scoldings and his
even more un-happiness in me. im tolerating.
i dun wanna let you go and this is the reason why i chose to stay in this relationship. because you are the one who can give me the feelings of falling in love even after so long. you are the reason why i chose to live. i just want to be with you every moment, to be there for you when u needed me. yet i hope u'll treat me the same. im not asking too much, am i?
i hope i can hold on to this roller-coaster relationship.
off to sleep.
11:13 PM
