Tuesday, August 21, 2007
sick! damn. luckily yesterday was the last day of paper. the girls in my class, well only 4 i should say, went out for dinner. i didnt join them because firstly, i lost my voice, i have sore throat, i cough. secondly, it's my own personal reason. which i dun think it has anything to do with a third party. just tt freaking second party. haa.
went to visit my granny today and also tt new baby girl. i was in the bus and den i felt so cold! and den i realise i was down with a fever. granny made some sore throat medicine for me. on the way home, i slept in the bus.
anyway we are over. because i choose to so stupidly give him another 2 weeks to try out, what i got back was merely more disappointment. and so well, i chose to give up. ppl have asked if im able to change my whole lifestyle totally w/o him, and i've ans tt i may look for part-time job. but now, i've totally change my thoughts. part-time job will nv be under my list. i know how boring this 1 month of holiday is going to give me, but i guess i'll be busy visiting my aunt, visiting my granny.
可能如果这一切都没有发生，我的生活会比较好，不过既然发生了，就要坚强的去面对。
朋友也只是需要你的时候才找你，我也习惯了。
这一切的东西，我都看清了。谁才是我真正的朋友，我也知道。老天也总算让我看清一切。
每次打给你们的时候，都必须考虑，三思。
老实说我也不需要一个带着面具跟我说话的朋友，假装对我好，假装问候我。
太假了。
11:02 PM
