Thursday, August 30, 2007
he just pop into my mind. thinking of all our past. the time we spent together, the time i sneak out just to meet him, the many times of calling him and him not returning any of the missed call, me fitting into his tight schedule, the lies and also me sneaking into his camp....i realised i still have some un-describe feelings for him.
the many many chocs he bought to surprise me, the time we stole kiss and hug at his house, the perfume he bought for me...
and i realise this is the only photo left in my laptop.
i believe i have his other photos is other entries.
he used to read my blog.....i gave him my url, inform him on the changes of url...until one fine day...when i thought he did read...but he didnt. i made up my mind to change the url because it wasnt safe as caleb found the other blog's url.
am i trying to bring the past back. hahaha. no im not. he just SUDDENLY pop in. and i know what im doing.
such mistake will never happen. i wun let history repeat itself.
although he's no longer reading this blog, but i still have to thank him for all the time spent on pampering me, thanks him for all the surprises, his funny ways of coaxing me, and every everything.
my love for you was true, but no matter how true things were, we werent end up being a lifetime partner. you were 11 years older than me, you were planning to get married with her...i dunno if both of u are still together, but i wish you all the best in everything you do.
8:14 PM
