Sunday, July 01, 2007
i swear it wasnt easy being a girlfriend and being his gf is even tougher.
f*cking early in the morning, okay not tt early i shall say. i called him at 9.48am, he didnt pick and so i thought he must be bathing. 10am, i msg him to call me, he didnt call la. and then 10.07 he called and ask me: 'why u didnt rang until i pick up the phone, now sawal under my hse wanna pick me up and im still at home' fuck la, it's not my fault lo. cant u even spare a thought for ur bro n his gf. if i keep calling, they'll wake up and they'll get angry with me. and now u comment im this n this and how sucky i am. u are the one who cant wake up. usually u have no prob waking up at 7.30am and u have no prob waking up at 5am to accompany ur father to pick durians and u have prob waking up like some 10 am in the morning and it's my fault tt u cant wake up????
if this is the way u r gonna treat me, i'll rather die than be with u.
and i was complaining to my mum abt how unhappy i am and tt i got scolded for nth. mum actually wanna speak to him. haha. laugh my ass off man!
i cant be bothered and im too tired to bother abt him. i hate ppl to blame me for nothing. sometimes i think it's better for me to be alone, wun get blame for nth, carefree, freedom...
if it's your fault, u jolly well apologise before i made the last decision.
just leave me alone.
10:22 AM
