Thursday, July 05, 2007
had a bad day in sch today. actually i should be used to his scolding and stuff like that, but today i just cannot take it anymore. his vulgarities etc all shooting at me, and when i kept quiet, he took it for granted and scolded me non-stop. cried.
because i've said several times im tired. im tired abt this relationship. sometimes i dun even know what's the thing tt's holding us together, and i realise i cant understand him well enough.
sometimes i wish i'll make him regret, make him feel guilty, but i cant bear to do so because i still have my parents and i know they love me.
okay, since he has apologise.
went to clementi pizza hut with kelly ching n gh. have a sinful lunch. but im lovin' it. hee. and i guess the waitress are damn freaking pek-chek with us. demanding customer...not really la. haha.
so tired. tutorials are half done. i wonder what's gonna be the next disaster. another low grade in cf n afa...awaiting....
i want a new pair of heels...
10:25 PM