Thursday, June 14, 2007
i wanted to start my revision for MST but there's so many things happening and i dun think i can absorb.
i didnt really sleep last night. i couldnt. or should i say im too scared. after visiting the hospital, i felt like vomitting. dun feel well at all. usually i wun wake up in the middle of the night but then when my bro got home ard 2am i woke up too. i didnt close the door of my room because scared ma. and then my bro closed it for me. haha.
i was awake for dunno how long la. toss an turn, sit and lie. im so afraid of being lonely.
i cant imagine myself lying down there to remove the cysts. im really very scared. i think if i need to undergo operation, i'll plead with dear to stay with me there.
quarrelled a lil just now. ended with me crying. no worries, i still love him. he's still my silly boyfriend. just that sometimes i really cnt take it when im being scolded for nth.
alright. im done with this entry.
9:24 PM
