Friday, May 04, 2007
i really dunno how im going to hold on to this relationship. i've already tried my best, but...again it's of no use. when everything goes smoothly for one moment, the next will be a terrible one.
we were doing fine, everything was okay. and then when he started calling, things starts to go hay-wire. 2 missed call in 6680 and 1 missed call in k800. like c'mon my phone will be in silent mode and it's not even 10pm yet. not the usual time u'll call. u r a lil early. and you blames and shout at me over the phone. wad's the use? no point what.
i wouldnt say i regretted being in this r/s, but somehow i dunno why things don't go smoothly for us. maybe june lin was right. 3 stages for a guy. i don't know how my future will be like. it's already horrendous. i dun deny at times i feel like giving up yet i dunno wad's holding me back.
i think i'll end here.
10:10 PM