Sunday, May 27, 2007
i jus cant get my butt down to study. flew out of the house ard 3pm and got home ard 9 plus.
went to buy some snacks and then went to his place. darn! left my afa notes at his place last night so i couldnt study much, and guess what i did. haha. i watch wei siao pasta @ youtube for the whole night.
studied abit at dear's place and this thought came to me... 'study so much for what, my results are only so-so.' and so that inspire me to watch dvds with him and tadaa~ Zzzzzz! heex.
sometimes i realy misses the way we cuddle each other, the time when everything is so rush for us and many many more. it's my fault tt the r/s didnt work out, but partly is due to your fault too. i don't wanna say so much but just to tell you im sorry for this ending. i know u'll hate me for life, let it be.
i think i should stop playing ard and stay FOCUS.
i felt sorry for dear. i think i've let everyone around me down. i promise i vow, i wun repeat the same mistake.
i'll plan for our future again...
PMS-pre mentrual syndrome, please do not irritate me.
11:41 PM
