Wednesday, May 30, 2007
i guess i've never felt so down in my whole entire life.
in the morning, she was complaining to daddy abt me AGAIN. and she commented on our surname. dad was kinda angry with her and scolded her. well, it's her fault. since she likes to scold ppl and bringing in the whole family including my aunt etc, den why not say it in front of grandad.
i dun think it's my fault. i dun think tt me do-ing that was anything wrong. because i've enough of the naggings and den enough of noise created by children and enough of u hurrying me that i get so fed-up. rmb, the laus temper aint good. tt includes my WHOLE LAU family, and so if u are unhappy, go back to ur family. i wont address u anymore, i wun talk to you anymore and that's the time when u live ur life, and i live my life under one roof.
and i've sth to declare. if any of my parents were to cane me, i wun hesitate to report to the police as child abuse and i wun hesistate to leave this house. i've already planned everything nicely. it's either my bf place or my aunt's place. none will be my granny because they will scold me, my uncle will make sure i go back home and it's not a safe hiding place. haha.
quarrelled with my boyfriend. because he lied to me. and then i got so angry with him tt i dun wan to talk to him, i dun put on seatbelts when i was in the car and i ignored him all the way. and while he was bathing, i called ching, chatted and complain to her and then his mama came into the room. and she saw me crying. it's like so long ever since i cried. with so many things happening. and now my eyes are swollen. it's so ugly.
hmmm...well, anyway since it happens like this, im not gonna put in 100% of my feelings into this r/s anymore.
okay anyway i was selected to be the model or rather flyer distribution model for this anti-smoking campaign in orchard @ 12pm on saturday. and imagine going down to SGH there for briefing at 8.30am IN THE MORNING....there goes my slp....
anyway im off to do my proj. bye.
11:12 PM
