Sunday, May 06, 2007
i always thought u are one who will stay faithful. yet it never come across my mind that such thing will happen. somehow im trying very hard to pull myself up.
so many points pointing to it. i really dunno what to do. without evidence without assurance. whenever i asked you, you'll say no. but i dun feel this at all. because in ur words there were many hidden lies. i've yet to unveil. i tried not to think, tried not to care, yet i cant i cant i cant.
i can cheat on others but others cannot cheat on me. tt's just me. dun ask me why. somehow i feel terrible, hurt...sad.
if you think you can get away, den be it.
i believe and i won't change anymore. it's because of everything you've done, every words you've said. im sorry. i cant be the perfect girl. i wun let you cheat on me.
i feel like crying.
12:52 AM