Thursday, May 03, 2007
am i thinking too much or what? sometimes i find it so difficult to trust you. i wanted to, but i really cant. have i been thinking alot?
yet in another case, facing the same scenario but different case difference case different case. i dunno what made me give up. i dun want to but i've no choice. wanting you badly turns into hating you. i dunno why. maybe fault lies with the two of us. both refuses to contact each other. actually i was tired. but nevermind, it's okay for one to make use of one. im used to it.
more and more hatred.
you know how much it hurts when i know the truth. i've been acting blindly, been pretending it's all okay but deep down you know how hurt i feel? you don't at all. why have i been acting as if i dun care when i really do?
time passes so fast. next monday will be audit test and zhang shao han's concert.
i wanted to cut my fringe but....boo....i think i dun want anymore. i rather leave it long then have it cut and pimples growing all over my forehead.
all right, that's all folks.
10:18 PM
