Tuesday, April 24, 2007
this time not tt im afraid of the doctor, not tt im running away from knowing the truth. i want to know the truth badly. yet...the doctor did not do any checkup/scanning for me. so 5.2 cm x 3.9cm to him is small. but do you know it's consider BIG for me?
shit. i shouldnt have smile or laugh when im talking to him and telling him abt my prob. waste my time waiting and he's ;ate for an hour AGAIN.
he claims it's okay. he says the pain may be due to other organs moving. like wth la. i lose. i dunno how to reply him back la. it's really the pain. not from my intestine or wad because it's the same feeling i experience before.
he said if i really want to remove the cease, he can do tt for me...but HARLOW...does tt mean tt i can go home after tt straightaway without having to be hospitalised? i really dun understand la. he didnt explain clearly. there's so many question mark in my head.
he even said tt if i experience the pain, i wun be smiling anymore. like c'mon tt does happen, but it goes away after a few mins.
i really hope im okay.
cysts: doc says tt it's a collection of fluid.
4:56 PM
