Saturday, April 28, 2007
should i just erased him off my mind?
this is sth which have been popping into my mind recently. i dun see any efforts shown. it's been so long ever since we met. feelings are fading. his feelings for me FADED. well, maybe things are better off like this. makes me n him feel less guilty.
final decision confirmed.
granny came over in the morning. had breakfast at my house. den daddy mummy granny n me were sitting ard the dining table chit-chatting. more like gossipping la. haha. they were talking abt cancer and guilt strike me. head down, stuffing my mouth with noodles, and i dun wanna listen to anything.
i should be prepared for the worse.
actually i fear night. haha. i dunno why also. it's the time when im left all alone to think n think. everynight i tried to make my eyes very very tired and upon lying on bed, i'll fall deep into slp.
it's the time when my thighs starts to hurt anytime it wants to. i've no control to it anymore.
wish me luck yeah!
12:27 PM
