Thursday, April 26, 2007
i was supposed to be doing my IAP proj right now...but...i tink i wanna blog first. because it's sth which is troubling me alot.
szeling asked abt my conditions just now. so i told her. which makes me a little emotional right now...
im still very reluctunt to let my parents know. they'll be worried sick, and if this news travels to my granny's ear, she'll be unable to fall aslp and her high blood pressure will happen again. so right now i think maybe if i were to keep everything to myself, it'll cause less trouble, and i only have to worry for myself and not for my family. plus i dun wanna breakdown in front of them. i appear strong and cheerful in their eyes, i appear to be a very optimistic girl.
causes for ovarian cystsHistory of previous ovarian cysts
Irregular menstrual cycles
Increased upper body fat distribution
Early menstruation (11 years or younger)
Infertility
symptons for ovarian cystspressure, fullness, or pain in the abdomen
Lower abdominal or pelvic pain, which may start and stop and may be severe, sudden, and sharp
dull ache in the lower back and thighs
problems passing urine completely
pain during sexual intercourse
weight gain
painful menstrual periods and abnormal bleeding
nausea or vomiting
breast tenderness
i have early menstruation, i experience pain in lower abdominal,which may start and stop, ache in lower back n thighs, breast tenderness.
it was only after i found out this details that i feel so scared. which warned me abt my health. i hate the doc. i really dunno. what should i do???
why me why me why me???
my brother will be enlisted to commando training. he jus received the letter today. a letter which he's waiting for for so long and he's getting impatient. 13 july...it's on a friday. friday the 13. wth. why this date man. i bet i'll miss my bro like hell. it will be so weird when no one quarrel with me, no one act as the middleman to talk to my parents and no one help me deal with computer stuff. im gonna ask him to buy more printer inks and teach me how to refill and also....so many many....life will be dull w/o my bro. and worse will be....no one will offer to drive me to the mrt station.
it's only april now but i know i'll miss my bro. sobs. 少了一个疼我的人。
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