Sunday, April 15, 2007
i was sad. no doubt. wad's wrong with telling michelle?
u r jus plain selfish. u think of urself, ur own advantage. u neglected my illness, u neglected my health. all u think is urself. u nv spare a thought for me. u rather i continue having all these instead of finding a solution to it.
disappointed.
u nv ask me abt my condition. u knew im in pain, u didnt bring me to the doc. u jus shake ur head. im already facing things alone. u knew im not talking to my parents, u didnt try to comfort me or wad. so now, wad's wrong with telling michelle? she's a nurse. why cant i?
who actually ask abt my condition? i bet they thought im making up stories which aint true. the only ppl tt listen to me complain n actually ask abt my medical report was corinne, joyce and yenting. who else? none of my fren and not even my 'part-time' bf.
i chatted with kor last night. really dunno who to talk to, so called him. chatted for abt an hour. thanks kor for allowing me to complain etc.
i dun need ppl to pity me and im not trying to ask ppl to show sympathy. but who actually ask? who actually show concern? none except corinne, yenting and joyce. those fren which i knew for barely 2 months.
i dun wan to compare.
i feel very tired living in this world.
god's unfair to me.
he took everything away from me.
9:28 AM
