Sunday, April 29, 2007
all or nothing. haha. tt's a nice song.
a quick update.
thinking back...there's ups and downs in a r/s. i was scrolling thru the photos in my phone and he caught a glimpse of ashraff. i got nth to say. but well, definately im in the fault. i didnt argue back.
quarrels started. his unhappiness pouring all over the room.
i know, im not a good girlfriend. i'll nv be because no one is perfect. i cant be the perfect girl of your dream and i cant be there for you all the time.
i was indeed moody today. i dunno why, maybe pms. i got no mood to talk to anyone. let alone smile. i admit i pull a long face but...well...there are times when there's things in my mind and definately it's bothering me.
many a times i nearly blurt out the words to mom. but i quickly
shut. i know they cant do anything. the most will be giving me money for check-ups which i think im still able to afford for the time-being.
it's been nearly 1 month. yet i still cant accept the fact. the same questions going through my mind over and over again.
why me?again i have to thanks dearie. thanks for trying to patch things up. thanks for giving in after SO long. boo. i'll change but it'll take time. i promise.
many -break up- being said last week. i hope everything will be much better now.
alright time to sleep. *yawn*
10:58 PM
