Monday, March 26, 2007
was indeed upset.
i dunno wad's wrong with my body. i dunno if it is because of the medicine. i feel like vomitting and i think there's sth wrong with my bladder too. i feel so uncomfortable.
i wanted to visit the doc, but then i dun wan other doc to examine me except for dr ashraff.
sometimes i really dunno. why is he still with me after so long. he dun care n dun even give a damn abt my condition. it made me feel alone with no one to turn to. not even my parents. if im able to talk to my parents openly, i would feel better. daddy will try all means to help but, i dun wan them to worry abt me. i rather suffer alone. i know right now, byofriends dun exist in my list anymore. not even baby.
how much do they understand me?
when im at my lowest point in life, were they with me? not even my boyfriend let alone terrence.
i realise i've been living in a world alone. when things crop up, i have to solve it alone and face it alone. no one have an ans to my question.
more updates at night. bye.
1:36 PM
