Thursday, March 22, 2007
was actually very sad n scared. spent 75 bucks to scare myself. im so scared i'll get cancer. im jus so so so scared. even the doc was asking me why after so long den i seek help. i myself dun even know. when he eventually tell me wad it is, my whole heart sank. hopefully the test will be negative. jus wish me luck tt there's no bacteria.
went to meet baby at lakeside. and while walking i dunno, i jus broke down. and den trying to pretend im fine.
when im alone, i'll start thinking again. hopefully im not the 200 women who will get this cancer. pls...
went to vivo with baby. it's been so hard to meet him...and together we went to watch the forest of death...tt's a lame show la. had lunch at sushi tei. so sorry baby, i really really couldnt finish tt rice.
walked ard vivo until 6 plus.
was very happy being with him. haha.
was very scared when im alone.
anw my colleague was actually thinking of joining me for lunch but when they heard tt im at vivo, they say too far. wahaha. i know they miss me la. muahaha.
alright, tt's all for now.
8:48 PM
