Friday, March 30, 2007
ok, i shall continue with my doc ash. hee. hmm....argh!!! actually i really dunno what's wrong with me. i keep wanting to be with dr ash when he is so much older. really really old and...was tt considered love at first sight or wad?
i also realise i became kinda flirt. flirt in a way tt i fall in love with ppl easily. was it because my bf doesnt treat me as well or wad? confuse, confuse...very very confuse.
isnt it very stupid to look for a doc's profile??? he gt so many girls waiting and i definately stands no chance. why carry such hope? haha
even baby know my feelings for dr ash. and he's pushing me over because he cant wait to get rid of me. right??? haha.
anyway...andrew said he had a conversation with dr ash before at devil's bar. weets.
work was so sucky. and i really mean sucky. having to clear off old audit files. tearing away old files etc etc. paper cuts everywhere. boo hoo.
OT today till 7pm. went to meet dear after tt. reached his place at 8pm. bath le, had dinner.
i miss my dr ash. let me DREAM.
9:39 PM