Friday, March 02, 2007
if only everything is just a dream...
nearly broke down in the train. broke down in office. broke down in front of him.
im very worried.
how to get so much money in jus a few months. sell my body? go be those slutty waitress? work as social escort? or wad?? jus tell me how?
many a times i wish i could be run down by vehicle while crossing the road, so tt i will have no worries nth at all. yet i tell myself i cant leave him in a lurch. he needed me desperately.
i promised to stand by him no matter wad happen.
i pray for everything to be fine.
9:29 PM