Saturday, March 03, 2007
i tell you, im gonna go crazy. really crazy this time.
1st issue: worried for him
2nd issue: family is not talking to mum, including me. guess it was because of my issue tt dad n mum quarrelled. bro not talking to mum dunno for wad reason.
i cant stand it anymore.
please....cant everything be jus perfect for me?
why why n why?
thanks terrence for chatting with me last night. if not i think my eyes will go totally swollen today.
i know even if i cant help much, im willing to give up my savings for him. im willing to walk him thru this ordeal. it's because of love. im willing to make him happy once again even if it means spending a lot of time on him. i dun mind anything. jus for him.
i want his cheerful self back, i want him to throw his temper on me, i wan him to be strong once again.
of course i hope tt this issue will be closed. in a way tt if we are able to get the amt asap. the longer it drags, the sadder i feel. the sadder i feel, the more tears will flow. the more tears flow, the more guilty he felt. the more guilty he felt, the more i feel helpless.
i pray for things to be normal once again.
10:07 AM
